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Exploring New Passions

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I've always been self-conscious of my painting ability. Growing up as someone who was artistically inclined, people always asked me about my paintings, and I would always have to sheepishly tell them that I don't paint. I've always been pretty good with pencils, pens, and with digital art, I've always struggled with painting. Every once in a while I decide to give it another shot, and last night, I finally painted something that I am proud of.  I was going to do a lot more with this, but I decided against it, leaving it as a simple sunset over a body of water. I realize that this painting is by no means incredible or life like, but it is better than anything I've ever done, and it's inspired me to keep trying with painting. Never give up on something. You never know when you might love it, or when it will make sense to you. - Cody S

Dead Inside

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Our mental health is more important than we realize a lot of the time. I've struggled with depression for many years, and there have been some dark times. Luckily I have friends and family who I can use as a support system. Something that I have never fully appreciated is that I have ways to express the thoughts in my head, a way to visualize how I am feeling.  I want to do that more; hopefully it will bring me some clarity in the future. Depression really messes with me at times. I feel numb to the world and that I'm in a darkness I can't escape from.  There are always good days and bad days, and on the bad ones I feel like this. I hope that if anyone reading this feels the same way, that they are able to talk to the people close to them about it. You aren't alone.  - Cody S.